bad girl

i feel like such a bad girl today. i have no idea why. i've just been feeling like being a bitch for no reason. i haven't been very wifey-like to eric today. i've been more bitchy-like to him...but he has been nibbling me and stuff and he KNOWS i hate that. so i dunno hopefully this wears off tomorrow...well our car payment is a little behind...eric has NO CLUE and if i tell him he's gonna get so mad. so i'm just gonna quietly pay it and he will never know. those ppl are so annoying ne ways. they call like a million times a week even if i'm NOT behind and i'm just a day late. it sucks. i can't wait til we get a new car and stop dealing with these ppl. they are so anal about everything. i've been joining some of these communities on here to meet new ppl. i guess its cool, i mean...i don't understand how they do certain things, and how they choose who to accept and who NOT to accept, but everyone has their own style and taste and opinion, and now i get to add mine in there. i'm gonna try to be as nice as possible. but some of the others seem a lot less stressful and the ppl are so nice. i love meeting new girls, and have no problem admitting when someone is cute. i would never hate on someone just becuz they ARE cute, nor would i lie and tell someone they are cute when i don't really think they are. i hope thats a good quality that ppl in these communities will appreciate. i am still excited about going to long beach, i hope i get to see Maggie. i miss her lots, i haven't seen her since eric and i got back together. thats been at least 2 months! i'm so glad she and Clyde are calling it quits. he is a jerk and an asshole and she deserves so much better. she is pretty enough to get a guy that will appreciate her instead of take her for granted! so i hope next weekend she and i can get together while i'm in long beach...maybe go clubbing that night, whoo hoo! i love dancing. well ne ways i guess thats enough for now...more later.