Ugh!

well today i went to the gym again, thank God. there was no way i was going to miss another day! i love working out, it makes me feel good and i have lost so much weight it makes me feel even better! i can't wait until next weekend! eric and me are finally going out of town for a couple of days, AND i get to meet the Black Eyed Peas! i hope they perform Hey Mama...i've been noticing these communities on here are just like high school cliques. "oh shes not CUTE enough to join!" "oh shes TOO cute to join!" whats that all about? i thought it was all just for fun. i mean, i'll admit, that at first i was like "well i will try and get some better looking pics so THEN they will think i'm cute and want me to join!" but then i was like wth?? what am i trying to impress them for? i don't even KNOW these ppl and they don't know me. and if they are going to let my pictures keep them from getting to know me, then f*ck it. i won't join unless the people seem nice and genuine, and not totally hung up on appearance. there is more to a person than what they look like. i could be a really nice person inside and not be what you WANT me to look like outside, you know? thats why i never judge people. everyone has their qualities. so if they accept me, thats cool. if not, thats cool too. cuz i know that i'm beautiful inside AND out, and i'm NOT the only person that thinks so! ;) ne ways, school will be starting soon, i have got to go shopping and quick! before all the good stuff is gone. but i'm gonna wait til i go to L.A. next week, i bet i can find some good stuff out there. i love school shopping! maybe i will get Jazmin to go shopping with me...and have Maggie come down and make a day of it. sounds good! well i better go...eric is begging me to go to bed since i've been online for a WHOLE HOUR and its 1:23 a.m. so more later.